If you choose to accept it

  I'm running out of stories and inspirations....
  so here I give you my latest conversation
                                 with the one who is in pain

  but still.. I don't feel right for publishing this

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  my sister.... 

       (a playgirl if I might add)

  has a boyfriend....

        and millions of admirers

let's just say her boyfriend is TOM

and one of her friend (who is also turned out to be in love with her) is JERRY

she lived happy with this new boyfriend of hers
and one day...

she found out that her friend (Jerry)

had tried everything to reach her since they were in Junior High

and she ended up with another guy
              another guy
another guy

yet it had never referred to him 

she found that truth in Jerry's blog.....

his poetries about her

his tall tale of untangled destiny

his love story that referred the anonymous

without knowing the truth that the anonymous has always been her
my sister

    she cried so hard.... finding out that Jerry was so romantic

                                                          she was so stupid

                                                   that all these times she could not see him

                                                   she was PSYCHOTICALLY touched by his words

she asked me                         

whether she had made a bad decision         

or not         

I told her   

which one do you love the most?

your boyfriend Tom?

or this guy Jerry?

   "Tha... tha.... (still sobbing) ...

                                       Tom......" 

          

then... what the heck you are you crying for?

Jerry?

you know that Tom would probably be angry
if he finds out your crying right now

you're betraying him!

    

   well... I didn't think right saying that        

but  I gotta find something to stop that crying       

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   your love story... maybe you would probably believe

                                       that his/her was the choice of the god

                           but..... there's still another path ahead

".......If you choose to accept it....."

- ethan hunt -

(mission impossible)

        the rest of the path... it's too various to be mapped too soon

        

it might be hard to deny that feeling

but you have the power to choose!

like the one in the  500 days of Summer        .

to deny that...          .

he tried to REMEMBER                        .

all of the bad things about her                  .

finding a reason to unbound the feeling         .

to see that she was not the one              .

he could never tell whether she was the one or not                            .

but the feeling that she was the one                                      .

that beautiful description of hers                                        .

    it felt like

           

               doesn't matter if she was the one or not

               that indescribable feeling....... is always described so beautiful

            

your love is your choice to accept it

it is hard to deny

but you gotta do it when you are in love with that disrespectful husband of yours

                                                                                     or the cheating wife

(I'm a guy you know....               

I gotta support my side)