Lime

    spend a sec to think about sins
                                                suddenly pop out another wisdom

    remember that posts on The Scientist... gives you something that may have been published

    but trust me... I found it by myself

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   prologue

   I remember I used to have a flash animation... about valentine's day....

      when....

          the title is Time to Love 

                               Leo: leochina@usa.net

 (try to read it                                                   .

without paying attention at the taskbar)      .

     once upon a time... there was an island
                 where all the feeling lived

  

     Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge,
     and all of others,
                include Love 

    One day it was announced to the feeling
                that the island would sink

     so they all prepared boats and left
     Love was the only on who stayed

     but when love was almost sinking,
                she decided to ask help

    "oh! Richness!
    could you help me out of the sinking island?

    "oh sadness!
   please help me out of here"










































 "happiness!! happiness!!!"

when she had given up on hope
suddenly she heard voices....

"I'll help you out!!"

but love forgot to ask him his name...

so she asked the right person to ask to

the knowledge

but why did he help me out?

   

         I don't really like the last conclusion of the story....

                  but it gave me a real idea

      

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           we often hear.. an analogical explanation

                       that connects TIME and LOVE together as one...

well I'll tell you what!!

you're gonna need it both

if you have a lot of time but no one to love                    .

it is called... a waste of life                  .

if you love someone with no time to share               .

it is called.... a  pain of a lifetime          .

for both of you          .

you gotta have both

or like me

who prefers none of the list above

If you choose to accept it

  I'm running out of stories and inspirations....
  so here I give you my latest conversation
                                 with the one who is in pain

  but still.. I don't feel right for publishing this

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  my sister.... 

       (a playgirl if I might add)

  has a boyfriend....

        and millions of admirers

let's just say her boyfriend is TOM

and one of her friend (who is also turned out to be in love with her) is JERRY

she lived happy with this new boyfriend of hers
and one day...

she found out that her friend (Jerry)

had tried everything to reach her since they were in Junior High

and she ended up with another guy
              another guy
another guy

yet it had never referred to him 

she found that truth in Jerry's blog.....

his poetries about her

his tall tale of untangled destiny

his love story that referred the anonymous

without knowing the truth that the anonymous has always been her
my sister

    she cried so hard.... finding out that Jerry was so romantic

                                                          she was so stupid

                                                   that all these times she could not see him

                                                   she was PSYCHOTICALLY touched by his words

she asked me                         

whether she had made a bad decision         

or not         

I told her   

which one do you love the most?

your boyfriend Tom?

or this guy Jerry?

   "Tha... tha.... (still sobbing) ...

                                       Tom......" 

          

then... what the heck you are you crying for?

Jerry?

you know that Tom would probably be angry
if he finds out your crying right now

you're betraying him!

    

   well... I didn't think right saying that        

but  I gotta find something to stop that crying       

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   your love story... maybe you would probably believe

                                       that his/her was the choice of the god

                           but..... there's still another path ahead

".......If you choose to accept it....."

- ethan hunt -

(mission impossible)

        the rest of the path... it's too various to be mapped too soon

        

it might be hard to deny that feeling

but you have the power to choose!

like the one in the  500 days of Summer        .

to deny that...          .

he tried to REMEMBER                        .

all of the bad things about her                  .

finding a reason to unbound the feeling         .

to see that she was not the one              .

he could never tell whether she was the one or not                            .

but the feeling that she was the one                                      .

that beautiful description of hers                                        .

    it felt like

           

               doesn't matter if she was the one or not

               that indescribable feeling....... is always described so beautiful

            

your love is your choice to accept it

it is hard to deny

but you gotta do it when you are in love with that disrespectful husband of yours

                                                                                     or the cheating wife

(I'm a guy you know....               

I gotta support my side)      

happiness is a (s)mile away

"Love is... when you're happy to see her smile

instead of the nudity of others "

quoted from 9gag.com

(which I couldn't find                      

who was the original founder)

   It's been a while since my last update about smiles

   Maybe... I too was forgotten, what was my reason that I could smile all the time

                                              (which is now not my style anymore)

   If you agree with me.. about that quote that I "quote"
                                    was the most beautiful explanation of an expression of loves

                not to disrespect women by making their physical appearance as a comparison

                but if I'm a woman myself, I would still probably agree.

   did you remember the last time you dropped a tear         

while opening a photo album?      

not only you missed your guys, friends, or families           

but you miss being in that time        

those joys     

those smiles that was "accidentally in purpose" taken by the photographer  
who was probably smiling when taking that picture       

isn't a wonder

that is worth to wonder about?

no need to find happiness so you could smile

what you need to do is smile

so you could be happy

Pillar of the Truth

my teacher asked me.......


          if I have some faith....
                                          believe in the existence of GOD











          he asked me..... whether I believe in destiny
                               

                    he said that............
                                                "well, if you believe in destiny.....
                                                       it means that

                                                 you believe that.... GOD.... had decided your "everything"











                                                        your death
                                                        whom you marry
                                                        which gate you would enter
                                                                                  HEAVEN
                                                                                   or HELL




                                                  it means that.... everybody has a label on their head
                                          HELL's INHABITANT SOON GOING TO BE

                                          or GOING TO ACCIDENTALLY KILL YOU IN PURPOSE






























                                          then where is the GOD's fairness????

                               he supposed to give us chance to live our life... right?


                               if we are meant to be what he had planned us to be.....
      
                               then WHY THE HECK we have to live anyway???"

I said..

I believe.....................

God always choose the path for me

and I feel like I'm choosing the same as HE did

and whether the path contains GORE or ABOVE 17 LABEL

that would be the best that HE could find for me

my teacher just laughed to hear my answer         .

he told me      .

Sooner or later                            .

well I hope "later"                      .

you'll get the idea                   .

(IF YOU KNEW THE ANSWER

WHY DON'T YOU JUST GIVE IT RIGHT AWAY!!!)

                                                                                I thought

with his mindset

the best answer can be obtained.... only when it's your own answer

I guess if I found mine, I wouldn't be telling you anyway

The Scarvenger

Here comes a story......

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   once upon a time......
               there lived.... a scientist

  

                born to spend his days, reaching out for his goals

                                  he tried to invent things.....
                                                 achieve things

                                  things that are made of this world
                                                                for this world

               didn't matter for his intention
                          better future....
                          or the 3rd world war

                                  he's proud of everything he had found

               and the cheers from the world, were his strength to find something more

              there also lived..... a florist

              where her days were spent...... sitting in front of her garden
                                                         watching the backyardigans dancing by themselves

                          she's happy for what she is
                                                              or was

                          no need for money
                          no need for fancy house

                                      just the color of the flowers
                                      and the sun gazing down on her face

                                                       enough to make her smile

            

             

                          she had never expected anything to happen

                          just flowing down in the river of time and space

        but she could find answers everytime her sadness fades               

           

                   there might also lived......  a storyteller

                                    who had just lost his imaginary friends

                                    being left alone..... left to stand.....
                              with no one to share his story with

                              

                              he just sit there..... watching.....
                     

                      hoping to find some scars...... and to scavenge some more

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dafuq did I just write?