I remembered my old promises
one of them:
not to easily accept people's kindness
until you can give one yourself
and everyday I thought
I was never gonna be good enough
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and just when I believe I did something good
when I believe, I'm worthy enough to get praised by myself
something was taken away from me
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I'm not sure..... .
what to believe anymore .
Is god trying to tell me .
that not everyone is good? .
that deep inside men, .
sometimes... .
it's just plain BLACK? .
or maybe I can be a little optimistic .
that god was testing me .
or maybe a punishment .
that I should not be so happy yet? .
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I'm losing faith
I used to believe.
GOOD THINGS will come to those who had a bad day
not the contrary
not this
at this day
I DEFY GOD
I don't know what to believe anymore
good or bad
you gave me the best
which I couldn't understand
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