The Miracle

    adapted from...

                    Bruce Almighty

   

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 Some countries ban this movie           

to them,                                                                                       

having GOD in Morgan Freeman's physical appearance       

is kinda weird, beyond etiquette   

as for me? it's awesome          

the point is....

having yourself talk to "god"

or

(if you're an atheist)

having yourself talk to yourself

    or any other way to seek ephiphany

is not easy to be described in STORIES, such as scenes in MOVIES

  that's why in the pray zone:

                                      mosque, church,
                                      or even some other symbolic idol you hold

  it needs PHYSICAL APPEARANCE

           so it's easier for us humans, to talk to god.....

           In the old ages, when humans convert their beliefs from having ONE to be worshipped, such as PHARAOHs or KING XERXES or stuff, to the divine figure is not easy to accept. That's why having symbolic figures that represent god is necessary for men with spiritual power less than monks. Those who meditate or fast or stuff, has enough spiritual power and belief to communicate through the cosmic intellegence. So when I see Morgan Freeman as a god, I say it's the easiest way to create a scene where man communicate with god cause having 2 hours movie of a man meditates is way less attractive for hollywood than Jim Carrey's acts of mischiefness.

one of the quote from the god Morgan Freeman that I would like to share is

"BE THE MIRACLE"

    when Jesus walked on the water

                that's not miracle..... that's magic

    when Moses splits the ocean into two

                                 that's not miracle.... that's magic

do you want to see Miracle?

  

A woman with two jobs,                                     

and is still able to take her son to school     

that's a miracle                            

    A teenager says no to DRUGS
                         and yes to EDUCATION

                               that's a miracle

do you want to see Miracle?

 

BE the MIRACLE

        when you're being helped by a total stranger, and you thanked god for answering your prayer.

                       have it ever occurred in your mind, that YOU COULD BE THE STRANGER, 

                                           that YOU COULD BE THE HELPING HAND OF GOD

                                                      YOU COULD BECOME THE MIRACLE

BELIEVE THE MIRACLE

BELIEVE THE MIRACLE

BELIEVE THE MIRACLE 

BELIEVE THE MIRACLE

BELIEVE THE MIRACLE

 BE THE MIRACLE 

starts today

static for a reason

  I remember.....



       that one day....  which i don't remember what day


       I was in..... junior high? maybe? ........ nevermind, I don't remember that either

BUT THE POINT IS~!!

I remember something that DID HAPPEN

but I don't know when and where was I....

or even WHO WAS I TALKING TO 

he or she.... asked me

THIS GUY!!! asked me

do you have something to regret?            .

   nope.... I answered

come on! everyone has something in the past to regret!           .

  well.... I regret.... no! I wish.... I hope....

              that I would have never regretted anything in my entire life

I did regret things...

but

now I realise that

my mistakes

my rights and wrongs

my sins

my first, my last, my everything

and the answer to all my dreams

It all led me HERE!!

to this very moment

and I like myself the way I am

I like things the way things are

I like it... when I have to remember my stupidities

                                                      my youthness

even if I could change the world

in a magic SNAP and it all changed

I would have asked god to give me a pair of assassin's hidden blades

just for fun

BECAUSE THE IMPERFECTION of who I am

and the way worlds are

those things roll my days

god gave 'em to us... and no way it was with no reasons at all     

Shadows haunt

Caring of the Soul
            is one of the book by Thomas Moore
            that has been my source of wisdom for the past 3 years.

(highly recomended... tough stuff)      .

   the days when people start asking me about the word love

                                                    (which I ended up in this complicated unknotted fate)

   this book is the only one I can trust so far...   the others are just crap

   

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the next one of my favorite 

   from this guy, I gain access of knowledge to the Jung's Theories

   

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THERE ARE TWO KINDS OF SHADOWS

(ada dua jenis dari bayangan/kegelapan
yang membayangimu)

    one......

                 consisting of the possibilities in life

                       

                            that are REJECTED 

               

                       because of certain choices that we have made

                                                 translated to Indonesian as requested:

                               

                                                                                 rantaian dari kata SEANDAINYA atau APABILA

                                                                                 apa yang terjadi di masa sekarang..... atau masa depan

                                                                                 dari sesuatu yang KITA TOLAK di masa yang telah berlalu

                 

what is it that shadows you?

what is it that haunts you?

what is it that keeps on telling you

what if  ?

it breeds guilt.... and fear..... 

strangles you from moving on out of the very first step of a stair

   

   the way it speaks to you... it is REASONABLE

                                                        because it comes from your common senses

                                                        your naturality of being a HUMAN

  it is you who thought it in the first place

  it is you who keeps on finding a reason NOT TO MOVING ON

                                                             NOT EVEN FROM THE STARTING LINE

  it haunts you to believe that

                                                 there are better things that would happen

      

                                                  if only you made choices NOT LIKE THIS

the only wrong move you have made

is to think that

THIS SHADOW EXIST

actually... they do

but it's existence is made by your very own mind

not demon

not any other external factors

but you

and for the second kind of shadow

it'll have to wait...

I haven't figured it out yet......      

Lime

    spend a sec to think about sins
                                                suddenly pop out another wisdom

    remember that posts on The Scientist... gives you something that may have been published

    but trust me... I found it by myself

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   prologue

   I remember I used to have a flash animation... about valentine's day....

      when....

          the title is Time to Love 

                               Leo: leochina@usa.net

 (try to read it                                                   .

without paying attention at the taskbar)      .

     once upon a time... there was an island
                 where all the feeling lived

  

     Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge,
     and all of others,
                include Love 

    One day it was announced to the feeling
                that the island would sink

     so they all prepared boats and left
     Love was the only on who stayed

     but when love was almost sinking,
                she decided to ask help

    "oh! Richness!
    could you help me out of the sinking island?

    "oh sadness!
   please help me out of here"










































 "happiness!! happiness!!!"

when she had given up on hope
suddenly she heard voices....

"I'll help you out!!"

but love forgot to ask him his name...

so she asked the right person to ask to

the knowledge

but why did he help me out?

   

         I don't really like the last conclusion of the story....

                  but it gave me a real idea

      

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           we often hear.. an analogical explanation

                       that connects TIME and LOVE together as one...

well I'll tell you what!!

you're gonna need it both

if you have a lot of time but no one to love                    .

it is called... a waste of life                  .

if you love someone with no time to share               .

it is called.... a  pain of a lifetime          .

for both of you          .

you gotta have both

or like me

who prefers none of the list above

If you choose to accept it

  I'm running out of stories and inspirations....
  so here I give you my latest conversation
                                 with the one who is in pain

  but still.. I don't feel right for publishing this

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  my sister.... 

       (a playgirl if I might add)

  has a boyfriend....

        and millions of admirers

let's just say her boyfriend is TOM

and one of her friend (who is also turned out to be in love with her) is JERRY

she lived happy with this new boyfriend of hers
and one day...

she found out that her friend (Jerry)

had tried everything to reach her since they were in Junior High

and she ended up with another guy
              another guy
another guy

yet it had never referred to him 

she found that truth in Jerry's blog.....

his poetries about her

his tall tale of untangled destiny

his love story that referred the anonymous

without knowing the truth that the anonymous has always been her
my sister

    she cried so hard.... finding out that Jerry was so romantic

                                                          she was so stupid

                                                   that all these times she could not see him

                                                   she was PSYCHOTICALLY touched by his words

she asked me                         

whether she had made a bad decision         

or not         

I told her   

which one do you love the most?

your boyfriend Tom?

or this guy Jerry?

   "Tha... tha.... (still sobbing) ...

                                       Tom......" 

          

then... what the heck you are you crying for?

Jerry?

you know that Tom would probably be angry
if he finds out your crying right now

you're betraying him!

    

   well... I didn't think right saying that        

but  I gotta find something to stop that crying       

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   your love story... maybe you would probably believe

                                       that his/her was the choice of the god

                           but..... there's still another path ahead

".......If you choose to accept it....."

- ethan hunt -

(mission impossible)

        the rest of the path... it's too various to be mapped too soon

        

it might be hard to deny that feeling

but you have the power to choose!

like the one in the  500 days of Summer        .

to deny that...          .

he tried to REMEMBER                        .

all of the bad things about her                  .

finding a reason to unbound the feeling         .

to see that she was not the one              .

he could never tell whether she was the one or not                            .

but the feeling that she was the one                                      .

that beautiful description of hers                                        .

    it felt like

           

               doesn't matter if she was the one or not

               that indescribable feeling....... is always described so beautiful

            

your love is your choice to accept it

it is hard to deny

but you gotta do it when you are in love with that disrespectful husband of yours

                                                                                     or the cheating wife

(I'm a guy you know....               

I gotta support my side)      

happiness is a (s)mile away

"Love is... when you're happy to see her smile

instead of the nudity of others "

quoted from 9gag.com

(which I couldn't find                      

who was the original founder)

   It's been a while since my last update about smiles

   Maybe... I too was forgotten, what was my reason that I could smile all the time

                                              (which is now not my style anymore)

   If you agree with me.. about that quote that I "quote"
                                    was the most beautiful explanation of an expression of loves

                not to disrespect women by making their physical appearance as a comparison

                but if I'm a woman myself, I would still probably agree.

   did you remember the last time you dropped a tear         

while opening a photo album?      

not only you missed your guys, friends, or families           

but you miss being in that time        

those joys     

those smiles that was "accidentally in purpose" taken by the photographer  
who was probably smiling when taking that picture       

isn't a wonder

that is worth to wonder about?

no need to find happiness so you could smile

what you need to do is smile

so you could be happy

Pillar of the Truth

my teacher asked me.......


          if I have some faith....
                                          believe in the existence of GOD











          he asked me..... whether I believe in destiny
                               

                    he said that............
                                                "well, if you believe in destiny.....
                                                       it means that

                                                 you believe that.... GOD.... had decided your "everything"











                                                        your death
                                                        whom you marry
                                                        which gate you would enter
                                                                                  HEAVEN
                                                                                   or HELL




                                                  it means that.... everybody has a label on their head
                                          HELL's INHABITANT SOON GOING TO BE

                                          or GOING TO ACCIDENTALLY KILL YOU IN PURPOSE






























                                          then where is the GOD's fairness????

                               he supposed to give us chance to live our life... right?


                               if we are meant to be what he had planned us to be.....
      
                               then WHY THE HECK we have to live anyway???"

I said..

I believe.....................

God always choose the path for me

and I feel like I'm choosing the same as HE did

and whether the path contains GORE or ABOVE 17 LABEL

that would be the best that HE could find for me

my teacher just laughed to hear my answer         .

he told me      .

Sooner or later                            .

well I hope "later"                      .

you'll get the idea                   .

(IF YOU KNEW THE ANSWER

WHY DON'T YOU JUST GIVE IT RIGHT AWAY!!!)

                                                                                I thought

with his mindset

the best answer can be obtained.... only when it's your own answer

I guess if I found mine, I wouldn't be telling you anyway